no i don't think i can quite explain what it is like to have the man you hold most dearest in your heart on top of you with unberable hands all over my body in places that had remained untouched til then. you smelled like sunsets and after that first kiss all my bombs exploded and it frustrated me to see you with your clothes on and as i found myself getting rid of them i was screaming i want you i want you baby i want you so much if only we could live in this warmth forever i wouldn't need anything else. you were screaming i love yous even though your mouth was occupied kissing my thights and when gently undressing me completely we find ourselves delusional looking at each other. moments like this are so perfect i think i could live in them forever and never wish to have my life back...

i am sorry if i made it seem as those moments were only my midnight sickness but truth be told ever since the first hug i never felt like leaving